Slow Down

A bad quater of an hour..

Once eric told me he made his all assignment n report as his job,the duty  he must to do and pleasure to do.I like tis idea and i keep myself think of this way..but at last i failed..y did i always let myself feel so pressure and depressed..

Lecturer said if someone can change his or herself belief systems,which mean change to a positif way,then there'll be no depressed anymore..but it's not easy after all.We always concerned with what others think of us..and prentending in front of the people..can we make life easier? Complicated..

We can make choice,but we can't predict the consequence..i hate i can't do what i wanna do..i hate i can't change when i want to make a different.All i try to do all in vain..sucks!

My mind gone blank when i was in class..i felt something forced my heart down..but i dun know why..i wanna speak out loud..let everything go hang and forget all unhappiness...

Slow down...