Getaway

It's hard to make a choice anytime..choosing something that lead you to become better..it's not easy. Chances are there, but always have loads of things to be considered. Especially limited in right now situation. It's even make me feel horrible when i have a desire to do something that i always wanted to do but totally couldn't get it. If you always think of your dream as something you'll be doing in the future, there's a good chance it will always remain in the future. How many futures do i get?

Because i have grew up, and there are too much helpless in adult world. Now i don't know why i'm stuck in here. I wanna run away from this world and its rule. Sometimes it disgust me. It was days like this that made me want to quit. However, reality doesn't allowed me to do that. Why on earth i keep running away from everything? did i make a wrong choice again? 

There will never have anyone tell you what is the best for you. Making choices is about your own stuff..not related to others. if we never challenge ourselves, we could doubt ourselves eventually..i started to doubt myself..i need to show myself and prove it the choices i've been making is right and good for me. 

What if i choose to escape for this time? 

If you doubt yourself, then indeed you stand on shaky ground. ——Henry Bison.